Content With the Things Allotted Unto Me
Living With ALS
This post was written by ChatGPT at my direction, it did a great job expressing my feelings.
When I was first diagnosed with ALS, my world seemed to shift beneath my feet. The diagnosis brought countless unknowns, adjustments, and the inevitable question: Why me? As I’ve walked this path, I’ve come to learn a deeper truth—one that Alma expressed so beautifully in the scriptures:
"O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth" (Alma 29:1).
Alma’s desire to do more, to reach farther, and to magnify his work was noble. Yet, his humility in accepting God’s will is a profound example to us all:
"But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me" (Alma 29:3).
This perspective has become my anchor as I face ALS. Elder Neal A. Maxwell, in his talk “Content With the Things Allotted Unto Us,” reminded us that mortality is filled with custom-designed challenges tailored for our growth. He taught, "God, who oversees the unfolding purposes of eternity, will not allow us to be tried beyond our ability to withstand."
While I wouldn’t have chosen ALS, I am learning to see it not as a limitation but as part of my unique mortal journey. It’s an invitation to draw closer to the Savior, to rely on Him for strength, and to refine my understanding of what truly matters.
Elder Maxwell's words resonate deeply: "It is good to want to do more, but better to be better." In my physical challenges, I find opportunities to strengthen my faith, deepen my relationships, and focus on eternal truths. ALS has slowed me physically, but it has sharpened my spiritual focus.
The Savior, who descended below all things (Doctrine and Covenants 122:8), knows the weight of our burdens. He stands ready to comfort and guide us, especially when we feel inadequate or overwhelmed. I find solace in His promise: "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28).
ALS has taught me to cherish the moments that matter most—a quiet conversation with a loved one, a heartfelt prayer, or the peace of the Spirit in times of trial. It’s not a path I would have chosen, but it’s one I am learning to walk with faith.
Like Alma, I am content with the things the Lord has allotted to me. This doesn’t mean I am complacent or without hope for miracles, but rather that I trust in God’s perfect plan. His purposes are far greater than I can comprehend, and I have faith that even in this, He is shaping me into who I am meant to become.
May we all find peace in the Savior’s grace and trust in the Father’s plan, no matter what challenges life brings.
